Fat kid. I ate almost a whole box of cookies. And then cut. I miss my ex. I hate myself for missing him and for being weak.
I can't sleep.
tomorrow I'll find out what the damage has been on the scale. And then I will proceed to eat 500 calories and burn (hopefully) 1200.
i hate my lack of self control. I'm just so angry right now. I wish I was skinny. Maybe someday.
Goal for tomorrow: track calories.
I know nothing I say will make anything better but I honestly do hope for the best for you. Everyone gets those times where self-control flies out the window, just take it as a chance to be more determined to not let it happen again.
ReplyDeleteI really hope things will get better.:)