Not sure where to start. At the moment, feeling bad.
Lately I have been not binging,  not cutting and running. I think running is becoming a good way to deal with things. And also lose weight. I am not currently happy with my weight.
I want to sleep, so tired. But I've been having bad dreams lately and the crazy bird keeps waking me up early.
I got a good job though. Happy and excited about that.
Hurting inside though. I looked on facebook for a while. I think I'm taking this social isolation thing too far.
I'm anxious and angry and scared and nervous and I JUST WANT TO RUN.
I'm scared that running will go from a healthy, good way to deal with things to another harmful obsesssion. I' running for an hour tomorrow anyway. Goodnight all