Descending into madness...

I need to figure out a way to lie to my parents without them finding out and in a way that wouldn't look so bad if they did find out
Ideas so far:

• eat small snacks all day so it looks like I eat. When a big meal comes say I've been eating all day, not really hungry
• Just tell them, no I'm not hungry right now, make a scene if necessary
• Tell them I ate earlier/will eat later - convince them that I actually did eat when I said I did (eg leave out the toaster/ cereal/ whatever)
• Whenever possible, make my own supper. (I'm vegan, this looks acceptable as I've been cooking for myself since I first went vegetarian 4 and a half years ago)

Things to remember to keep from binge eating:

• Food won't make my problems better, whether I eat it or not. But at least if I don't eat it I'll be skinny and unhappy which is better than fat and unhappy
• Binge eating is bad for self esteem, body image

Arrrgg. I hate not having control. Hate it hate it hate it. I don't want to eat. I don't need to eat. I hate eating.
I need to figure out what to do when I have to live with them all summer.  Best idea so far: Lose 10 lbs between now and the end of school (requires 700 calorie deficit/day = do-able). Then lose the rest of the weight slowly to be 120 by my 20th. (200 calorie deficit/day = very do-able)
Option 2: Lose it all by the end of school (requires 1300 cd/day. That could be hard and unhealthy. Well, more unhealthy)
Option 3: Stick to original plan and lose it all slowly (400 cd/day)
Option 4: Something else

Love <3