My heart hurts. And my back. It's a slow, dull ache. I am confused and sad. Missing my college friends. Which is weird, because I thought college was such an awful time. It was when I was pretty eating disordered and into cutting much more.
I hate that it took me almost the whole year to really warm up to them. I wish they weren't so far away...

On the upside, I've found a new tv show to watch the first season of. Lost Girl. It's about supernatural beings. I'm a bit of a sci-fi nerd.

That's all for now...
Take care <3